Tuesday, December 29, 2009;
♥ 12/29/2009 10:22:00 AM
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before>>Merry 4th day of xmas! :D Don't exactly celebrate xmas like those churchies, but who am i to reject more holidays? (:Driving without instructor &L-plate has been
awesome, minus-ing the
not so awesome parts like
getting horned at some irritating drivers who
refused to acknowledge my P-plate! ):
Getting lost even with the GPS &end up driving in circles.
Scratching the car (!).But it's been such an awesome exprience. (:
Makes me feel like saving up for a car. :D
Scratching the car is the
biggest deal of them all. It got me into the pits, &erase all my confidence in had in myself. Bad bad bad. ):
Thanks goodness i've my family and friends to solve all my problems &standing by me. (:
Yay.Been out
too many days, i get sick of beng out of the house. ):
I just wna
stay put at home, &watch tv all day.
Waterloo street on 23rd, Holland V/Westmall with friends on 24th. NOVA with family on xmas day, then Eric's xmas party at tampines on sat, then it was
IMM with family &
west coast plaza with friends on sun. Had a great meal at
dj's place ytd. It'll be
surfers' xmas party at Darren's place later on today.
(I'll post photos after tonight!)
Having loads of fun.
In fact,
too much, that i'm afraid i'll have
trouble trying to adapt back to the post-xmas season. ):
Too many things, too little time.
&sometimes, the person you think you really wanted, just isn't the one you really needed.
So, let lose of that handgrip &let him/her go. (:
Things will definitely be brighter &happier.
Wenfang needs sleep, pronto.
Merry xmas, again! (:
Labels: christmas 2009, driving lesson (no more), i want to sleep, let go, meetup with friends, too much to handle
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, February 26, 2009;
♥ 2/26/2009 04:58:00 PM
I stared at the phone, you still haven't call
&you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all>>
That fateful
cny eve, when i dropped the whole stack of utensils after reunion dinner. Some spoons broke &a piece of it cut my ankle.
&my brother just
happily added "Oh, luckily you didnt clear my side of the table leh.
I saved one spoon!"
Walaoooo. What an
adorable brother i have. Hahah.
Furama's buffet spread is honestly
sinful. (: With all the delicious food waiting for you, you just can't help but have afew more servings.
Especially that free flow of
chocolate fondue. Ahh!
Mm, there're too many things stuck inside of me.
Too many.&they're
weighing me down.
Mm, too much emotions, too much thoughts. Too much words, &
too much tears.I'm just gonna keep my
sanity, &try to get myself out of this mess, which i had been tripping &stumbling
all along.On a lighter note, check out the
bffl blog under the links sections! (:
I'm so gonna miss you, szemian!
So much, so much
, so muchhhhh. ):
yltm,aog.Labels: bffl, too much to handle
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008;
♥ 3/05/2008 02:32:00 AM
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, i can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait, i can wait forever>>Greetings!
LTC 04/08's camp this fri-sun.
I hope i get to join the camp! :\
Anyways, i still have two
major tests to sit for, before Term 1 comes to a closure.
I tell you, Bio &Chem test alone is bad enough. To make matters worse, we've both the papers side by side. ):
TSK.Bacteriophage, i hate you. Oh yes, i do.Organic chem, your existence only makes my life miserable. Why can't we have a
Chemisty
Formula 15, just like how we have a
MF15 for maths?
It'll make all the students' lives much much,
much more easier!
Sometimes, life gets a
tad too stressful &bugging, that we simply want to just
shrug everything off our shoulders, &run away from the reality.
We simply have just
too much to handle.
Everyone's expectations of you, your own expectations of yourself, people matching &comparing you with someone better, people setting standards for you to match up to,
almost everyone expects something for you,
&the list goes on.
&cos of things like these, we'll feel as though our lives aint control by us
at all. We're, in fact, just some silly puppets acting out our roles, while the whole world is behind us, controlling our
each &every moves.
We might even feel that, we're living for everyone else,
expect ourselves.
Feel this way? Well,
join the club.
In a society &community that's moving at such a
darn fast speed, maybe it's high time when we slow down our footsteps, &just pause for a moment.
Look around, &observe everything , which is worth observing. Maybe it's time to realise that everything's changing,
without stopping. &it's time to realise what's slipping through our fingers every second.
Cos it's time to learn.
Learn to appreciate &admire everything or everyone around you.
&take
nothing for granted.
Labels: bio and chem test, too much to handle
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
